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as the title says things have been looking up. It was really hard the first month after the breakup. I was still giving him everything and had to eventually block him from everything just to be able to live my life. But in all that darkness I was blessed with some light. I found someone to help me pick up the pieces and make each and every day a little bit easier and happier. He makes me smile every day, puts me first and would do anything to protect and see me happy. God really had blessed the broken road that has lead me to him and he's been right here the whole time. And on top if all that goodness we will hopefully be getting a house soon

So just a little update, after a year and a half I am once more single. I fought for as long as I could but it just wasent good enough. He has already moved on to someone new and im left picking up the pieces. Being denied the one person who could bring me back together. All I can keep doing is trying and hoping for the best. Its going to take a long time for me to get over this but one day I know it wont hurt anymore and ill be okay again. Besides that looking for a place of my own, only problem is cant seem to find a roomie. all i know is that i want out of this house as soon as possible. theres too many memories and i cant take my parent

Lots been going on and I'll have new stuff up soon from Warped tour and other events. So yeah sorry ive kinda vanished for the last few months, as the title says ive been busy. Zach and I are still together, living at my parents now instead of the city (in hopes to pay off debt and get our own place) going to be going back to school seeing as there is no way i can stay where i am working right now. there's just too much drama in the kitchen so is the reason why i shall be taking CNA classes starting Oct. 10th then after starting my core classes for nursing. Goal is to become a pediatric nurse with a minor in physiology. But besides that thing